Relaxed...

Sleep Canto #4 - Tracy Adams
Originally uploaded by madeinbrazil.

So, this weekend was pretty calm, sooo calm. Thursday was a holiday for us so I went out with a friend to a nearby bar (my cousin's bfriend). We chatted, drank, bitched about some things, unfortunately spoke about a past situation. It was good, very good indeed.

Thursday I slept, friday worked and slept. Nope, didn't get hammered on my friday night. We were going to go out but there were a few problems and I didnt have too much energy. Work drained some of my energy, had a meeting with my staff.

On saturday we went out. After 1:30am we sat at the bar because we left late and I really didnt want to go to a bar where some of my cousin's friends were. We tried searching for a few other places but eventually we got back there.

We sat, drank, and chatted some. I just wasnt too much in the mood, the bar didnt kick it for me either. Almost 5am we were home, after I paid over half of the table's bills because the girls my cousin invited didnt have enough money. This sucks, but oh well.

So, pretty laid back weekend, been listening to Massive Attack which felt perfectly in tune with my weekend.

peace!

Silence....

Silence, The Enemy Will Steal Your Secrets - Paul Colin
Originally uploaded by madeinbrazil.

okay, I have now inspired some curiosity in regards to a complicated issue, but this comes from my request of assistance, I admit.

However... from today's picture you can foresee what is coming next... This blog is not anonymous enough for me to relay the information I would like to be able to relay. The person mentioned is also reading this blog, although with limited comprehension because of the language barrier. I do have another blog that is hidden away, anonymous, where I speak with a lot more freedom. If anyone is interest I can send an email.

But anywho... time and wisdom (whatever I have of those) will solve the problem. A complicated issue it is mostly because its a friendship of over a decade that I don't want to jeopardize no matter what happens.

She is a very nice person, we are both complex people; with the mix of all of this I don't know how far it will go. Lets wait and see.

take care everyone, thanks for the concern, I do appreciate it.

Peace and be happy always!!

Wish on a Star...

Wish on a Star
Originally uploaded by madeinbrazil.

I wish... I wish a complicated, unecessarily complicated situation would resolve.

You, please tell me, if a person is jealous of you when you go out, what does it mean? If you didnt miss a person and now you do, what does it mean? Rhetorical question it seems, but this is when I say life is too complicated, or it seems I make it so.

By rare occurance this kind of post is being written here (and not on THE othe secret webspace).

So... this week, what has happened?? Things at work seems like it will get better on one side but then, like no perfect world there seems to be some trouble ahead.

I went out with da fling on friday, I dont really know if things are progressing or not... Went to sleep on saturday and today I went out.

Now I'm a bit buzzed, nice, first time writing here when I'm a bit buzzed. But just to say I went out without da fling and for a moment I missed her...

Dont really know what is going on, but those are the thoughts from complexities of a complex mind... Just one more to be added to the plethora of strange thoughts...

take care and let the future hold the truth. Peace!

Weekend, crazy, strange weekend

La Vie - Marc Chagall
Originally uploaded by madeinbrazil.

ok, this was a pretty unusual weekend. To start off with friday...

Friday I went out with da gang (sounds cool doesn't it...). I went with my cousin and her bfriend. Suppose to have been only us three, then my cousin has the brilliant idea of calling the known here as "fling". So, she goes, amazingly without much effort to convince... surprisingly.

So we all go out. Our story is a veeery long one, but let me just say that there were many things that were left unsaid and many questions that had to be answered. So, at the end of the night we talk, and talk and talk. Many things were said, cleared out, sortted out. There are still somethings that are still unclear, but... To wrap up the story, I have no strings attached right now, single, wonderful single life, honestly I enjoy it. Parties suffice my current needs.

Ok, then saturday morning I work, 9am-12pm. I come home, sleep from 2pm 'till 9pm... wow, that was relaxing. And I stay home for the rest of the weekend.

Yup, no parties, no going out, just chilling. Listening to many things, from Weezer to Air to Pixies... Strangly soothing weekend.

peace to yall!

Im bored...

While listening to Spoon, "Kill the Moonlight" and browsing the web... here is what I find:

Googlism for: danilo

danilo is sober before the ball begins
danilo is brought in
danilo is ghee's chosen role model
danilo is next in line to be king
danilo is part of the selection
danilo is minding his own business and doesn't take any action
danilo is available when hanna arrives

...

And that's the way we get by
to where we get by

Spoon, The Way We Get By, Kill the Moonlight, 2002

My secret identities...

TGIF! The week is almost over!!

Harmony - Red Sorsdahl Phase
Originally uploaded by madeinbrazil.

Ok, this has been a looooooong week. We have a new person, so I've been kind enough to help her out and stay until close. Which means, good 'ole me starts at about 7am and ends at 9:30pm with a 2hr lunch break.

There were also a few other things that happened at work, some other change of staff, but.. What can I do. Unfortunately theres nothing I can do.

Ok, so now its friday night, tomorrow I have to work early morning, but getting drunk is so tempting... I think we're going out, not 100% confirmed yet.

I've given up on a fling, too complicated. Unfortunately I'm a bit too busy for that right now... So, what I need is a woman that is smart, good lookin and not complicated. Someone told me I should give up if thats what Im looking for... hahahahaha

As we say in Brazil, "hope is the last thing to die off." In other words, dont lose hope, lol.

Harmony, a difficult thing to achieve if you are an overachiever.

peace to all!

Was it fun? Was it nice? Was it incredibly fun and nice?!

The Scream - Edvard Munch
Originally uploaded by madeinbrazil.

ok, this pic is exaggerating a bit, but... for me the concert sucked big time.

Imagine a crowd of thousands of people, imagine having people everywhere you turn right up close to you... Im not too fond of crowds, thus, my reasoning for disliking the event.

I didnt like the band, actually don't know them much, not even a single lyric. I went because of the friends that were going, basically thats what happened.

But, halfway in the main perfomance (it was on an open-air stage), I went inside an e-music night club and stayed there until that became too packed.

So, to wrap up the night, I was stalked by an old ugly lady... (old means much much older then I am, like 15yrs diff). She was bizarre and she was always there, near me, dancing towards me with her looks... what did I do to deserve this, hahahahaha. My karma, blame it on my karma.

Afterwards we went out to have those post-parties incredibly big meals.

This week so far is turning out to be quite hectic, but thats for another post...

peace!

Tonight I am going...

Wall of Sound - Chris Harvey
Originally uploaded by madeinbrazil.

to go out, for a change, lol.

Okay, today there will be a concert of a band I know but am not really a big fan. This promises to be a massive concert public wise. I'm going pretty much for the company, someone invited me, then I invited some other people and here we go. But... I don't know if I will like it, don't know a single lyric of the band and its going to be tooooo crowded.

I shall inform later.

The rest.. all is fine-and-dandy! The week flew by, we had a change in the staff (for the better), and I havent gotten the flu everyone is getting (at least I havent gotten until now).

So, let's see how it goes, I'm going to get ready.

Peace, love and let the music groove your soul!

Curiosity...

ok, so I was in my doing-nothing moments and I stumbled across this, lets see how accurate it is:

Your dating personality profile:
You matched the following traits:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about her appearance.
Your Top Ten Traits, Ranked
1. Liberal
2. Big-Hearted
3. Stylish
4. Sensual
5. Outgoing
6. Funny
7. Romantic
8. Adventurous
9. Intellectual
10. Wealthy/Ambitious

Your date match profile:
You match with women who have following traits:

Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw her out of her shell and get to know what she is all about.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Stylish - You cannot put up with someone who is lacking in style. You want an original, someone with flare, someone with good taste.


Your Top Ten Match Traits, Ranked
1. Shy
2. Practical
3. Stylish
4. Funny
5. Big-Hearted
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Conservative
8. Religious
9. Intellectual
10. Adventurous


hmmm.... maybe a little?

Recharged

In Dreams - C Vinney
Originally uploaded by madeinbrazil.

So, this weekend was peaceful, very calm, very relaxing.

Saturday morning I worked, things went smoothly, except when I was leaving. But everything went ok.

Aterwards we go across the street to have a drink with a few co-workers. They dont have drinks... only in Brazil will a bar/restaurant not have alcohol... We go to the restaurant beside my house.

We eat BBQ, drink, badmouth some people, talk about current events,... it was very fun. Then home it is, after 4pm.

Up until that moment I havent left the house. Just watching some TV, listening to music, from The Cure, Faithless until Überzone. Watched House of Flying Daggers... just relaxed. It was a long week, so this is nice. I even invited a few people to go out, but they didnt want to and I was too tired to energize anyone enough to go out...

Ok, lets see what next week has in store for us.

Peace to all, enjoy!!